Thanx...

Thank God...

PMR result juz out, and my bro gets 7A...

Everyone is happy...so am I...

Lots of plp don't like him...

they said he is weird in lots of aspects...

he is quite emo...(like me??)

he nids cares, loves, confidents, trusts from others...esp: muｍ

Ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｈｅ　ｃａｎ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅ　ｓｏｍｅｂｏｄｙ　ｏｎｅ　ｄａｙ．．． Ｉ＇ｌｌ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｉｍ．．． ａｓ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅｄ．．．

Devastated...

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Dear Sarah,

I regret to advise that your application for the International Undergraduate Fees Scholarship has been unsuccessful.

I opened my mail box...this was what I received 2 minutes ago...

Sudden blank in my mind...

Why?Why?Why?WHY?why?why?why?why?why?

I was totally spaced out...

Since I stepped into ICPU (last year), I told myself I muz work for scholarship...I muz get high marks...I WANNA RELIEVE MY PARENT'S BURDEN...I WANNA THE FINANCIAL AID....

Hence, I studied hard, no matter what...

I did my assigments as perfect as possible...

I even didn't exercise and do sport for the whole year,...and juz collapsed on the study table...

EVERYDAY....STUDY.. STUDY.. STUDY.. STUDY.. STUDY.... I was screwed up...
My roommates said I was cRAzy....

At last, I got straight A's in all subjects...total: 89%

SO WHAT????

I fail......totally fail....Failure...........FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!

My family and I put high hope on that ...my teacher as well...

I dunnoe how to face them...I even not dare to tell them...

GloOMY........

CAN someone tell me why ?

bEing devastated spiritually, emotionally, psychologically...

What the hell is this night....shit to death...

CominG...

4 weeks left...

jInGLE bell, Jingle JiNgle Bell, Jingle ON the way...

“This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.”(1 John 4:9-11)

Tracks...

I just get some tracks ...

Is pretty awesome...

Thanks to Mary...

Hope all of you love them...

June - Nov

I'll be unemployed start from now till Feb 2010...tat's mean no income anymore:(

Recall back, I was once a temporary teacher in primary school in special education class for 14 weeks. It was a great, interesting, gaiety, awesome experience which I never been gone through...

SALARY = RM2200 Too much or less??

After that, I shift to normal class. You can't imagine the children now are evolving terribly.
It is pretty terrific that they will so hi-tech in this universe. Ironically, most of the students flunk their studies without bother one. Parents now are too busy pursuing material comforts and spoil their children as well .No wonder, the world is getting rupture and rupture...

Anyway there will be no link btw the students and me anymore...

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